I've been gone

There hasn't been much to say, but there has been much life lived.

I'm back.

I need this outlet and I need to just express myself. So, here goes again. I love life and I love adventure and this summer has been full of both. I am learning how to love this adventure I am on called Momma. I think the thing that has me, is that I see myself in my little one. I see the ways in which I need to grow-- I've got so many. This thing called selfishness is rising within me, wanting its way, and so often instead of dying to self, I allow it to take a deeper root into my life. I can say all the things I want to do, but if I don't love my little one, all those things might as well just go away. I want to LOVE. To really, truly love. What would that look like in my life? I think that would be me being confident and mellow. Let me chew on that a day or two and get back to you.

For now, I'm back, and trying to look at life through half full glasses.